My memory is, pardon my French, in the toilet.
My brain is keeping only primary processing needs online. I am not, as Data would say, operating at optimal parameters.
Han tells me that I said something and I have no memory of the conversation. He could so easily gaslight me. Maybe he has? It's possible.
I was recently scrolling through old dating posts and found it amusing that I didn't remember some of the incidents. Sure, there were some guys I remembered, but some happenings were completely erased from my memory banks.
At the time, these occurrences were so frustrating, so all consuming, and now—they've vanished.
Oh, don't get me wrong. I haven't forgotten everything. I still have that ability to hold a grudge for nearly forever. Yes, yes, I'm working on it.
But I'm glad to see that some occurrences that had upset me so much once upon a time have faded into the ether, of no significance.
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